| The Day After |
[Mar. 1st, 2004|08:18 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Blink182-I Miss You | ] |
wow where to begin, i havent written in here for awhile now.
things have been so great, a lil period where me n laur got into some fights but nothing too major, things have worked out n im still here!!! so yea well ill start with yesterday.
at first im spposta see laur rite? buuuuuuuut the only thing being that my dad got sick (from me) and of course he didnt feel well enuff to take me to the mall. so then laur said she could give me a ride but the only thing is that this stupid bitch(i dont care if it was her fault or not) but she messed up the electricity at laurs moms work so then her mom said she cant pick me up. WELL lol, she cried n i told her it was ok, n i guess she began to panic but she started saying all these things like i dont try to see her at all, so then she hadto go n then she called back saying that she could see me. she told me sorry so yea, i understood, i started feeling real horrible myself for not being able to see her. so then she picked me up n then i felt all dorky being in the car n i didnt say nething the whole time there lol so yea, i jus kept looking at laur in her mirror so it was fine with me. =) so yea then we got to the mall n she all looked soooooooo gorgeous lol, trust me, when u saw her that day, gorgeous doesnt even sound nething like a gay word trust me lol. WHEW she was so bangin, jus like my lil hottie always is =) so yea we decided to go see Eurotrip at 2:40 since we havent seen a movie 2gether in so long, but first we decided to go to BK, n we got the usual cept i got a 5 pc lol. so yea altho it quickly became a 2 pc after laur ate mine!!! lmao =P that was so funny. so we talked n we made these old ladies move that was so hilarious lol. n its not like we were talking about nething much cept for her trip to Europe lol, shes goin round Europe but first hasto see the Olympics, i totally think thas so fucking awesome personally, cuz i mean like how many chances do u get to go travel all round Europe AND see the olympics u kno wut i mean? lol so yea shes goin there for the summer n im totally for her going, so yea it'll be sweet lol. imma write letters everyday to her =) so yea after that we decided to go "someplace" lol, but there was this dude around so we couldnt do much bout that rite thurr. lol, so yea, ignore that. but yea we decided to sit behind the theater n immediately i said your so beautiful n jus kissed her. im like wow...it feels like im kissing her for the very first time n it was jus so great!!! we havent really sat n jus made out. n it was so great cuz we werent even talking like everytime we'd pause, we'd look at eachother n jus keep kissing like everywhere, her neck, her ears, her lips, jus kissing her lips so softly, n personally if sum1 was rite there i wouldnt even care it was jus that wondeful of a moment =) that put millions of smiles on my face heh. so we saw Eurotrip n they didnt even ask for my ID WHOO!!! lol that movie was so great, im not gonna put too much cuz i wanna talk to laur here, but heres a couple things that were frikkin hilarious-
MAIL MOTHAFUCKA
I WATCHED A GAY PORNO, BUT THE GIRLS NEVER CAME, THE GIRLS NEVER CAAAAAAAAME
Vandersexx
YOU MADE OUT WITH YOUR SISTER!!!
ROFLMFAO ahhh im so glad me n laur saw that, n she all cuddled up against me too, which was really great n we shared a popcorn n everything, given the time we had, everything jus turned out fine =) u kno wut, even more than fine, PERFECT hehe thas how perfect being with my laur is. shes my life n my world, no way i would ever stop loving her.
I LOVE YOU LAUREN!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Off Day |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|11:22 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Starting Line-Up And Go | ] |
ohh maaaaaaaaaaaan, i saw lauren yesterday!!!!!!!! woo, it was so much fun lol. well i also had finals too, but they were pretty easy, it wasnt as bad as i thought.
then again all the finals i took werent that bad, i jus had math n spanish, how opposite rite? lol.
whew, well lets see where to start lol. ahh man first thing i came riding my bike over n wow lol, i never knew it was thaaaaaaaat far to laurs. lmao i was like sitting there like after awhile n jus sat there like shiiiiiiiiit lol. it was all worth it tho. first i hadto go to ericas cuz i came early n we didnt want to be sitting there n all so yea. n then she called not long after erica showed me her pancake sugar cookies lmao they were for u laur. n then lets see wut else i walked over n by then my legs were all tired n laurs all like where r u??? haha it was pretty funny. so then i jus kept on walking n hadto cross her neighbors yard n shes all like stop, n i stopped n she told me to go the other way lol n then i thought she meant get out of his driveway. but yea so i ran to her back n ran into a couple trees lol. it was pretty funny. so then she welcomed me in woo!!! lol so as soon as i came in jus flopped on her bed n we sat n cuddled for about half n hour. it was great jus talking n shes all like telling me how she would imagine sleeping with me n if she ever woke up how she would put her arms around me, it was a real great feeling. so then she bought more time n told her g-parents that she didnt have practice n all so yea, n then we watched some tv n she showed me her kool ass skirt lol, cept it rides up all the time so we hafto find a way to make it not do that, or at least have something under it. n then she showed me her house in the siiiiiims, n it was mad nice too lol, i liked ericas room , GREAT POOL BABE!!! haha, it was a pretty neat n unique idea. n then she was showing me her h/w n she talked to her friend steph about cheerleading n they both figured they mite as well quit, but noooooooot because they dont like it, well the teacher sux but still, its mainly cuz of her grades n she wants to make em better n all which i think is great. imma try hard too so we wont stay up till 10:30 or 11 like normally since im off grounding 2morrow!!!!!!!! lol, its so kool. n she showed me her grades n how she said it was horrible but to me it wasnt!!! n then we made some macaroni n cheese n i kept making sure she would stay away from the microwave lmao. n then we sat around n talked really n then when we were cuddling i would make pretend im gonna give her a kiss n then jus nibble at her neck hahahaha, it was so much fun, wow i never i made her thaaaaat ticklish either lmao. ahh it was so great lol, so yea then i jus wanna tell every1 rite now, HER HAIR DOES NOT LOOK FAKE, i like it lol. she doesnt believe me but i kno its tru lol. ahh man it was jus so great, n it was so hard to leave tho, i kept looking back at her when i was walking away lol. n then when i came home i called her n she was fast asleep, awww poor laur laur lol. i kno i wear her out, lol kudos to me haha. well it was jus such a great day to spend with her, everything seemed so rite n even if it was jus for like an hour n a half, everything was so well spent. n i really felt that i owed it to her since our fight. ahh, such happiness =)
I Love You Lauren!!! |
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| Step Down |
[Jan. 29th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
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| | in the middle | ] |
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| | Lloyd Banks ft. 50 Cent-Porno Star | ] |
skools been really gay today, but hey at least my semester is ending n i got finals 2morrow. no more boring classes woohoo!!! lol, well yea, other than that a really long day in 5th block which ill get to n lets see wut else, o0o yea cramming for bio, gotta finish my study guide ugh.
like i said, really long day at skool, really boring, everything got shortened n all except for math which was extremely gay cuz we hadto take the open ended final which to tell u the truth i didnt kno shit about. so yea it was a nice surprise. n i found out a couple things about my teacher mr. fulton lol. hes so like...a person its so weird. but he has a tatoo, n he got his tongue pierced, n i think its kool cuz hes still like close to our age n all. n he won 2 look alike contests for looking like matthew lillard, thas so funny lol. well then umm other than that reviewed in every class, *boring*. lol, so yea, nm to it, jus really boring, n oblong...i kno that word has nothing to do with nething but it jus sounds funny lol.
ummmmm where to start now...i ono, things have been differently, like JUS starting now...remember when i wrote about laur having all that freedom n everything, yea well, its really hard to go thro lol. as a guy at least, but still, i mean she has this guy named JO-i in her profile, n yea, well i gotta seriously stop lol. i want her to be happy, but yea, im jus rambling sooooooooo, ill be quiet so nothing gets outta hand. but like i've said b4, not everythings so easy, so i've gotta learn to step down kinda, n jus go with the flow. im glad babys happy tho, id like to keep it that way too.
I Love You Lauren |
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| BlackIceSUX, DONT U DARE FUCK UP MY ENTRY |
[Jan. 27th, 2004|07:41 pm] |
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| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RuFio-One Slowdance | ] |
ICE ICE BABY!!!
-Vanilla Ice
gay beginning, but hey, gotta start somewhere...
skools gay, n we had off yesterday n got out early today lol. im kinda thankful that skool ended at 1:10 cuz i dont think i coulda gone another block with math, but hey. n then i walked home with chris, paul, n david, n we all talked about lunch but ill get to that in a sec. lol.
well i woke up this morning n my dad all put the cat on me, so i threw the blanket on my head n said 2 HOUR DELAY lol. well stuffz was gay n all cuz the first minute we get there i forgot my paper in my bio notebook. well i shut my locker n then when i went to 1st block i was like shit...my paper lol, so yea i ran down n got it. well mr fulton was in a kool mood and gave us the whole period which was pretty kool lol. so then i tried watching kenny rogers jackass n tried showing it to every1 but the shit takes forever...stupid skool pcs lol. so yea then came 2nd block n gooooooooood im so tired of spanish, i can only stand it for so long lol. its jus like...so plain i mean i onoooooooo, like i dont wanna diss my teacher, but its so BLAH lol. n + i've been in that same room for 2 years, which makes it kinda boring. well lunch was funny cuz bruce didnt kno this one girl n she jus sprayed perfume on his crack, which was nasty but funny cuz chris started crying from laughing so hard, n then i went to bio n went home. OMGIHATEYOUSTUPIDFUCKINGJOURNALDONTFUCKUPMYJOURNALCUZITOOKMEFOREVERTOWRITETHISSHIT
*whew*
well this weekend was up n down for me n laur. we got into a huge fight n jus talked things out the day after. so we got things layed out better, n i told her she can have freedom cuz im tired of hurting her. n she agreed n so now she can do wut she wants without feeling guilty. im jus a jealous kinda person n its so hard to see ur g/f talking to other guys, n i kno every1s all like omg ur so overprotective, but i mean, i jus wanna be the only guy in her life. n i ono not like many ppl can understand, but yea, so at least we got somewhere this weekend with our fight n im glad shes happy, because theres nothing that makes me happier than seeing her happy, n it really takes a lot off her shoulders. n things r hard to cope with, not everythings easy, so ill learn to understand it to the fullest lol.
I Love You Lauren!!! |
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| WhEw |
[Jan. 20th, 2004|07:02 pm] |
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| | was-hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 311-Transister | ] |
urrrrrrrrrrgh, its tuesday, didnt seem so good today i guess. things r so boring like always lol, i jus can never stress this enuff. well lets talk about my weekend then.
things were pretty eventful with some things with Laur and her family, so i tried to help her thro it, and i jus wanted to be there so woo!!! lol, i was, n then yea i found out something...but im not thinking about it now, so forget that, n sunday i jus chilled with Lauren, n then she couldnt go out that day cuz she was sick so we went out yesterday, n we went to the mall. we checked out some kool valetines day gifts, gave me some ideas of course lol. i cant believe its already almost valentines day, n i kno a LOT of ppl hate it, but ENJOY IT PPL, its a great day =) lol, well of course its Laurens favorite holiday, so im hoping i dont begin stressing on a gift. n i have $60 in the bank left so yea...*shrug* hopefully i can get something good lol. well then we walked around a lil bit, and her mom dropped her off late, so she apologized for being mean (which she wasnt) but she did so i really liked that. n then we walked around, n we found a cover for my phone, n when we asked she said $20 i was like =O lmao, hellz no im not gonna pay $20. sheesh, lol. n then we walked around n spent $12 on some victoria secret stuff WOO, lol. n then we spent $8 on the arcade haha, cruisin exotica is one of the best arcade games ever, in fact the best racing one lol. i placed 1st!!! n then Laur beat me a couple times back lol, so yea, it was all fair game haha. n then we sat by the fountain n we were jus messing around talking about random things n she told me she was really sorry for wut she had done, n i told her dont worried about it so by theeeeeeeen, it was like 4:45, so we hadto get gointa the theater cuz her mom was gonna pick her ip there. so we went n then we hugged n kissed goodbye lol, but its like, until next time =) cuz i kno im always gonna see her sometime soon. n then yea i had a real great day yesterday, even with the -(highs) n the _(lows) lmao u liked that.
well skool was incredibly gay, specially english. somethin seemed wrong with mr. fulton cuz me n frank were whispering like 2 things to eachother n then he hands out another worksheet, n im like wut the hell lol, so u kno. that was pretty gay. n then spanish we worked out our worksheets, thank god i did them 1st block >=) lmao, im so bad. but yea then lunch was pretty funny, slapped a lotta hands lol. chris is so funny haha, now everytime i say something stupid i hafto say slap hands lol. n ppl r catching onto us...lol. well then bio was jus ok i guess didnt do much, n then math of course came up n this girl amanda rhae er w/e daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn she got bombed so bad lol. woo, i cant even tell u, this girl jus says to her, ur ugliness is bothering me, n she jus came out with the worst one. she said"u kno it looks like u been chewin on some bark cuz ur teeth r all messed up, n i can see the splinters" n amanda came with the stupidest comeback..."well does ur mom kno ur this stupid?" n i mean a lot of us in class felt bad but couldnt help but laugh, n my teacher, i couldnt believe it, he didnt even say nothin!!! n every1 saw the smirk on his face so he cant deny a thing lol. man, it was jus baaaaaaaaaaaad lol. so yea, that was that, n imma call it a day. hopefully i can call Laur, but we wont be able to talk much cuz i got my english 2 finals essay part UGH =|
I Love You Forever Lauren =) |
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| loooooooooong half day |
[Jan. 15th, 2004|07:16 pm] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
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| | Papa Roach-Last Resort | ] |
wow, today was a lot longer in someways than i thought. well skool was gay, but then again wut day isnt. ya kno? so yea i showed my poem around during english n every1 says its good n sum1 said i should write commercials lol. im like sitting there like...uh....but yea, so thas pretty good, i jus didnt want mr. fulton seeing my paper lol, cuz i kno he would make some changes, n then yea, i like it the way it is. i jus hafto type rite now, but yea, at the same time i need to make my 2nd one, so i can get some bonus.
argh, really hott...gotta take off my sweatshirt
well, it snowed, not much, OH YEA, WHO CALLED IT lol. well then yea, i did the norm for every class, which even u guys should kno by now lol. so yea, then i go to 5th block n that was jus dumb!!! cuz here we are n we're doing our work... while like how many ppl go to the ice cream social crap, n btw wut skool has an ice cream social in january? lol, it was dumb. n also like sitting there, on a half day, with no1 in the classroom and my teacher wants to work...this guys nuts!!! argh, so lets see, i came home, didnt get to do much cept for eat some hot dogs, n talk to my dad while he played his game, did some h/w which im not even done with yet, n then i fell asleep on his couch from like...1-5:23 er something n man, i ono but everytime i lay down when i get home from skool i jus wanna sleep. but i feel better when i do, but like rite when i wake up i feel like crap lol. n its jus like i wanna lay down!!! argh lol.
I found out Laur had a game today, n we talked last nite. a lot about her hanging out with guys n how uncomfortable about it. we kinda ended up with the same solution as always, n thas like when we jus leave the topic alone. like all yesterday, i jus had it on my mind like how much i always want her to be around n at the same time, i kinda would get upset if she hung out with a guy over me. its not like i dont have any trust in our relationship, but she kept insisitng that i was insecure about it. n i refuse to believe it, so i kept telling her, that i dont want her being hurt nemore so jus go ahead n try it. i dont really understand wut she wants from hanging out with guys, but then again a guy doesnt understand everything. so the most i can do is jus cherish her for all shes worth, n shes worth everything to me.
I Love You Lauren!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|08:19 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Papa Roach-Blood Brothers | ] |
man...
today has been so dumb, i ono i jus havent been in a good mood or something. jus dont really feel like kidding around. maybe it was the fact that shelly had pulled off my blanket, that kinda started it i guess.
n then yea, skools so gay n duuuuuuuumb, i took my spanish test n everything, n everyday i swear is the same ol thing. u learn a couple things, do a couple worksheets, or a book lesson, n then leave, y??? n then the next day we have a test. its so boring, i jus wish i could talk to laur, things would be so much better. we watched the rest of The Pianist, it was a good movie, i'd recommend it to every1.
well lets see, wut else was sooooooo eventful, umm...o0o yea every1s going to the assembly on thursday cept for like...me, n i jus dont feel like sitting there the whole time in math doing nothing. n then every1s jus gonna be their dumbass selves, n im not like them!!! its jus this semester has been so hard, n im so tired of hearing people blab on n on like OMG u dont do the work, its so easy!!! n its so dumb because they act like everything to them is easy. ITS U, SO SHUT UP. grrr...lol, ok jus venting rite now is kinda wut i need.
well laurs been feeling bad, so i wanna go talk to her pretty much the whole nite since she hasnt gotten much sleep. i hope shes feeling ok, i miss her a lot, n i jus wanna make sure i can do everything i can to make her feel better. like make soup, or even, fluff her pillow. lol, itd be so much fun taking care of her, shes the only one that i wouldnt mind taking care of, cuz i love doing everything for her, it makes me feel good jus to see her even happier. =) well imma call her so later.
I LOVE YOU LAUREN!!! GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!! |
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| No Sunday For Today =( |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|06:35 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | N.E.R.D- Rockstar Jason Nevin's Remix | ] |
Think of a good name for a dog...n comment about it...
POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! =( i didnt get to see Laur today =( it sux real bad cuz i jus love seeing her, and i hate it that the fact my dad didnt really tell me at first that i couldnt go out so i COULD tell Laur...but thas jus my stupid parents...
well i have no idea wuts going on with my backround but i jus thought it was a pretty stupid phrase...dont worry its not gonna be up for too long.
whew, today was a pretty eventful day to say the least. I didnt really get to do much cuz whenever i dont go out with Laur i feel like i did nothing all day =( but i did get to spend time with her on the phone!!! except for now cuz my stupid fucking parents, i hate em when they're such bitches like this. i mean ive been on n off the phone with laur a couple times today and also my mom hasnt even been home to kno if i have been on the phone!!! shes jus assuming ive been on all day n + i never get to talk to her on the weekdays, n here they say a week b4, "we dont think taking things away from u is working at all so theres no use for punishing u" HELLOOOO!!!??? u took everything away again this week when u said i could have everything back, MAKE UP UR FUCKING MINDS!!! >=O n + everytime i wanna do something, theyre jus quickly ready to take it away, ive had such a bad quarter in skool, im sorry, its not my fault if i cant concentrate since i HAVE EVERYTHING=LAUREN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME!!! gay...jus completely gay, n they sit there n always tell me, when u come home do ur h/w. look at chris, BLAH BLAH FUCKING BLAH!!! i dont care wut chris does, its not like all his classes r semester classes and are REQUIRED CLASSES, like all my classes r the easiest. i get like the most h/w out of ne1 i kno!!! ugh...
I love Lauren so much, n we got into a fight on Friday =( wasnt good, but things kinda worked themselves out, more like us together but yea. she talked to some guys n i got real mad, kinda being jealous n everything. but i jus sat there n asked her y she did it knowing that i didnt like him n everything n knowing that i get uncomfortable when she talks to guys. n then we got a whole big fight, lotta yelling back n forth, n then i told her i was sorry n i felt really bad for taking all the time away from hers n ericas sleepover n everything. it really sucked getting into a fight, considering we havent fought in such a long time. But things kinda brought themselves to normal, n we said our sorrys n were all reluctant to get off the phone lol. so then i told her i love her, and i mean it with all my heart, n then we had a good weekend even if we didnt see eachother. we're jus gonna have to wait for this weekend =) cant wait.
I Love You Lauren!!! |
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| BWAHHHHHHHHWEDNESDAY |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|06:43 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Hot Hot Heat-Talk To Me, Dance With Me | ] |
Raise Your Hand In Mine I'll Leave When I Wanna...
-Blink 182
lol jus thought i mite start off my journal a lil differently. so yea thas a great line btw, but newayz!!! ITS WEDNESDAY and we're over the hump...thas wut some ppl say lol, n im online n talkina LAUREN!!! WOOHOO!!! it makes me so happy to talk to her, well back to that in a sec, i must tell bout my day.
Well, today wasnt so fun, jus really boring, lol then again when IS skool fun? yea well, had 2 tie tests today, pretty easy or at least english was. the open ended ones for math were pretty long so yea, specially the one...lol well yea. we hadto come up with a formula n yea u kno the rest is history lol. so yea we take the 2nd part 2morrow, the english is actually pretty easy tho, n the math is too...hopefully it goes well. well yea went to spanish, pretty boring like always, n we didnt take a test like she told us, *shrug* no problems here. n then we learned more stuff for the final. god i have so much studying to do for everything lol. n lunch was funny when paul threw some chips over his shoulder n he jus got it on himself, n we all noticed that chris doesnt get mad much...lol, more like never haha. well newayz went to bio, didnt learn much of nething but the weird guy wasnt here lol. THANK YOU LORD JESUS OUR SAVIOR hahahahahaha, thas so funny lol. newayz, yea then i came home did some h/w n am sitting here online with Laur, we have so much to catch up on!!! =O
things have been pretty ruff this week lol, considering that i have had everything taken away from me, cept for the tv, n of course HOMEWORK. yea my teacher called my dad n he totally flipped, n im not even aloud on the internet. my dad actually TOOK the cable modem rite in front of me, i never thought i would see him like that. n yea i got yelled at smmore. its jus that all these times make it hard laur n mine relationship. i feel so bad, cuz i wanna be there n i can only be there at like 10, n we're not even aloud to be on the phone. n skools always early n i feel so bad that i've taken away her sleep, i mean i jus cant keep making her do that. so we talked about these things last nite n worked it out, n told her not to worry n we'll get thro it. i did a good job of calming her down hehe =) n i told her that ill always be here for her no matter wut, and FINALLY we can tell eachother wut happened in our day, i think im only aloud on like 1 hour a day, or at least my dad let me on for an hour 2day lol, thas y im writing n talkina laur!!! so yea, she got her handbag!!! im so happy!!! lol, its so kool, n i cant wait to hear her voice!!! WOO!!! well i must talk to my baby!!! HI HO SILVER...AWAY!!! lmao.
My Heart Is Forever Yours Lauren!!! |
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| PerfEcT DaY |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|11:00 pm] |
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| | The Starting Line-Leaving | ] |
HOO HOO!!! lol its late to be writing in my journal but i dont care =) i get to talk to Laur n i get some brownie points WOO lol. +1 for Casey lol. today was so great, i cant even imagine how to start this journal entry off saying how much i love Lauren. wow, jus today was so PERFECT!!!
well first i woke up, kinda felt crappy for some reason grrr... lol, but then i got to talk to Laur, n her voice made me feel so much better!!! ahh man n then since we were talking bout me coming over 2morrow which was today lol but yea, she told me that i hadto get ready so i took as quick a shower i could n yea!!! lol, so then i made sure i matched 2day for her lol, since we're seeing eachother for 2 days straight!!! lol n thas such a kool feeling cuz like shes always there for me, n always uplifts my spirit on everything. n it really makes me think about the future n when we're in college lol, sorry if im ahead of myself. well so i biked on over, whew my legs started getting tired after awhile n + being kinda sick sux but ya kno it was still great cuz i got to see Laur, n then she told me to turn left n i took a left but she meant right n i passed her house hahaha, it was so funny, we're so unproffessional lol. well it was so great cuz we jus sat there n cuddled n she had this really cute outfit oooooooon, n was all lookin all calm, kool, n sexxy so u kno, i had to give her some sugar lol. i worked my magic n b4 u kno it we were talking about having sex lol. so we took out the condoms i brought n sure enuff we got right to it. it was nice sweet, slow, n passionate. it was everything we thought about for a long time ya kno? so we jus did it, n everything was so touchy feely n so warm n soft, n WOW OMG I HAD SEX =0 it was so great. lol, sorry its jus even now i feel like wow...i cant believe it lol, n man, everything about it was jus so real lol. n jus looking at her eyes, n she was jus so beautiful she always is. n then we cuddled until her mom came home, er lol wait laur danced for awhile till her mom came home hahaha, it was so hott!!! lol. so then her mom came home n i started getting the bite lip kinda thingy lol, well it was pretty scary but yea, it was so relieving when she put the note under the closet for me, i thought it was really cute hehe, i really enjoyed it. but when her mom came in it was like she stormed in i was like DAMN lol. n i heard laur run to the closet lol, man it got hott to breath in there after awhile lol.n then when i came out i jus couldnt stay for one more minute i hadto stay there forever lol, n i was spposta GO at 3:30 but didnt leave till like 4:15 or so but i made it home at 5 or so n then yea. i called her to see wut was up n yea. man jus sitting here thinking about her n playing around with her, shes really the one i want to be with for the rest of my life, i mean all the worries from everything jus leave, its jus so great!!! u have no idea ppl, i mean i really am in love!!! well i must go talk with my sweetie!!!
I Love You Forever Lauren!!! |
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